OH CRAP. (126.7)

Hmmm good day? NO. Here is what happened....
   Morning:
         So I felt like fainting and I was really weak as it was my first time fasting past 1 day (this would've been my 3rd day fasting)...So yea I was like collapsing when I was walking, my head was swirling, basically, I was going to collapse if I didn't eat soon. So I drank my oolong tea, and felt weaker and weaker. I traveled down the school halls my legs collapsing underneath me, making me look either high or drunk (people actually asked me if I was, and everyone knows I am like the last person to get high). So It all started with a juice box (100 calories). I saw the amount of calories and threw it back in the school store fridge. My other fat anorexic friend was like "nooo you have to! We'll share it." Fuck her. I ate so much because of her. So then I bought a little food, 200 cals, ate that gave some of it away.  Oh yeah once I ate it, I was stomach sick for the rest of the day basically.
          Hmmm what else. LUNCH. Ew so I bought; 100 cal cheeze it's, 300 cal ice cream, pasta bowl (w. tomatoe sauce and cheese).. Horrible binge... Meh. So then it came to after math, I bought sour patch and snickers,  ate 6/8ths of it. Then gave away my snickers. Ran 2 miles puking during it in track.
         Now I am home, after ballet ate 2 slices of pizza and ice cream and cheddar bunnies. EW. So fucking bad day. just to show you how big the list of food for an average person every day is, here you go:
fruitbox, fruitsnack, oolong tea, cheeze itz, ice cream, pasta with sauce and cheese, sour patch, pizza, pizza, ice cream, cheddar bunnies. EW >_> that took two lines! Damn, I want to purge it so badly, but I just can't bring my self to. Literally, purposfully purging I try but my body just gags and gags and nothing comes out!
       Well my rant is done...plans for the rest of the week: FAST. But I might not be able to with the family :'( Because wed, thurs, and fri's are when I have to eat with the family. shit this isn't going to work...how about dinner only? 1/4 of the plate. Hmm sounds good :D not really :'( MEHHH i wanna cry about this! Blah I hate stress...If I don't stop talking now I will continue for ever. so night girls