Day 9 (129.2)-

        Hmm what to write....well I binged yesterday oh I forgot to add on that i had ice cream at the end of the night. And today is better, i guess, It's always dinner that f**k's me up! So annoying...because dinner is the yummiest! Blahh. Well today I got up, OH SHOOT I NEED TO DO MY HW, whoops sorry random realization! Anyways, today I went for a 2.2 mile walk to keep me from eating and it was a nice walk... might go for a run...but that's just me trying to procrastinate from doing my HW. Well thats pretty much it...except I had an AWESOME dream!  Here it is:
        Basically  i've always wanted to be pretty enough to model...so I dreamt I was a playboy bunny.  I was tall, sexy and slim. it was an amazing dream. I walked down the cat walk, in tall black stilletoes.  Anyways well you can imagine the whole dream! It was just... AMAZING! OH yeah! I could even put my hands around my waist! like I said...awesome dream<333
*****LATER THIS DAYYY*****
 Mkkayyy...good news!!! No dinner, so it's been a full 24 hour fast!!!! And I weighed my self today....129.2 POUNDS!!!! hehehehe I am back girlies :D Just one depressing thought...going on vacation soon! Any time I go on break, My ana get's fucked up, it took me 2 and a half months to get back to where I am now! So unfair! blahhhh. And I have 69 days to get back to full blown ana! It's gonna set me back soooo muucchhh! I say 69 because that is the day school ends...and summer will be a major binge period if I don't have full blown ana! So right now I am kinda stressed...well I have to go study for a test now...luv ya girlies!!!!!