Day 2 (BLAHHH)

        Ew. I hate you SO MUCH binge monster! You will not leave me the fuck alone... WHY?!?!!??! Well, as I did say yesterday, I am a compulsive eater if i'm not anorexic... I just wish ana would come back to me as easily as it did in the beginning. That was a wonderful feeling. Well now here is my checklist of things I have to do to get back there:
    1) STOP BINGING
    2) Learn to HATE food
    3) Distance my self from food
    4) Learn to love the hunger pains
    5) Visualize my perfect body
    6) If I'm eating lunch- SALAD
Well yeah, that's all the things I can think of.... If you have any let me know! My email is: thekillerana128@aol.com
        Um yeah, so on to today.... Well today was easter... ew. I HATE holidays. They make me disgustingly FAT. My belly is coming back and so are my boobs which means I can't fit into HALF the stuff I JUST bought. Yayyyy.... rolls eyes. Yesterday I binged at the STUPID easter feast. I HATE FOOD! So why can't I stop eating it?!??!?! blahhh it will come back... especially wit the support of SD <3
Well anyways...gonna go now cauz i've written enough. Luv ya all!