Day 8 (131.1)-

      Well....I gained a pound...yay. Ummm I guess I will add on to this tonight. I am writing it because I need a distraction from eating! I don't know why I don't want to drink water... I need it because I am so hungry and dehydrated... also a little skeptical that it has calories in it =/ I think that the caloric tests lie because how can they even know how to calculate calories in the first place! Ugh w.e.
     Mmmm something new, I found a texting ana buddy on SD yesterday night and we now text each-other :D Well by girlies <3 ya!

********************LATER ON IN THE DAY************************
Mkayy so my stupid family decided to go for dinner, and it was my fast day!!! blahhh. SO I said I would eat a little Penne a la vodka...but I ate The whole ginormous thing! It was sooo yummy.... I miss being able to have all the taste of foods.... i think thats the one thing keeping me back from full blown ana. Grrr. Well anyways, I ate that and then a little of my moms salad... I didn't realize I was hungry! I am never hungry until  I eat! Well grr...so that was the end of today!